July Dump 😝

I wish iPhones had the emoji with the 😝🤘🏻 combined like we do on teams.

The past two months have been extremely difficult and for these five minutes I feel like myself again. So I came here baby. How are you guys!???!!?

Girlllllll these two months have kicked my asss.

Disclaimer: It’s gonna get sad and potentially triggering.

When I started this blog I was all about honesty and speaking my truth and taking that power back from my depression. In the time since life has been living more than ever and I let depression take that power back. I’d love to say that because I’m feeling better long enough to write this things are gonna change and it’s gonna be great and all those positive things I would normally say. But I don’t feel that way. I do think things will get better but I’m trying to just let each day go by and thinking of anything more than that right now just fills me with anxiety.

Anxiety and depression have been ruling my days. Someone’s one is worse than the other but mostly together. Needless to say I’ve been doing the most. To not feel. To numb myself. To steady the nerves. To not feel like I’m sinking. Basically just to survive.

To be continued…. (told you, 5 mins)