I haven't watched this movie in a long time but it still means as much now as it did when we watched it. It's still my favorite romcom. It still stirs up a million feelings within me.

It's always been one of my faves and I miss watching it with you. We had so many good nights of watching this. between laughs and cuddles 🥰

Those small moments where it felt like I was falling in love with you all over again. Falling in love with you was one of the best experiences of my life. You always knew how to get me to continuously fall for you. You knew how to make things easy for me. You knew how to get me to laugh when I was mad at you.

We always connected so deeply, I really miss that. I miss you in every way possible. And as many fights and stupid things we argued about, and as much bs as we endured, I still think you left some big shoes to fill. I'll never forget our first date, our first kiss, how we fell in love in the pilot, the way we really really felt those kisses in that truck. That was the first time where kissing wasn't just kissing. Where kissing was felt deeply and passionately. Kissing was so important to me after kissing you. Now I look for that and I haven't really found it. When I kiss Angel it's close but quite there yet. I guess because we're constantly fighting our feelings for each other.

It's hard to not compare other men to you and the way you treated me. Because as much bad as we had throughout our relationship, the good times were so so good. The love was so good. The sex was so good. We made a super parenting team. You were the best partner I needed. I realize that now and I'm sorry for the times I took you for granted. Honey bee 🐝

Sometimes I feel like I don't know how to navigate life without you. I'm trying my best but it's just not the same. It'll never be the same. I still pray for you, I asked the chaplain at work to pray for your soul. I hope you're resting in peace and us missing you isn't keeping you in limbo, if that's a thing.

You're my love always. Forever. No questions asked.

My forever love 💕